I consider the ‘peanut crunching crowd’ watching

Such days are disappearing like ink dipped in water

Distant, less important – I am in the painting but not seen (completely)

Now my colours are building – becoming more solid – like a statue

Smooth, contoured and considered – briefly at least

No need any more to hide under the house; to prepare for the worst

Perhaps this painting of mine is reaching the end – as much as any picture is a moment in time

Perhaps I will be the Mona Lisa – a secret smile wondered over

I’d prefer to value being almost invisible as my colours blend with the blue skies

Learning to mother myself – to be enough for myself

And so the days unfold – always learning, always painting and playing with words.

  • (‘peanut crunching crowd’ taken from Sylvia Plath – Lady Lazuras)
  • (To be enough for myself – taken from Sinead O’Connor – This Is To Mother You’)

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19 responses to “Painting”

  1. merrildsmith Avatar

    I like the metaphor of being a painting in various forms.

    “Perhaps I will be the Mona Lisa – a secret smile wondered over”

    Always learning is a good thing!

    1. jaerose37 Avatar

      Thank you Merril

      1. merrildsmith Avatar

        You’re welcome, Jae!

  2. Grace Avatar

    I love this self affirmation lines:

    Learning to mother myself – to be enough for myself

    And so the days unfold – always learning, always painting and playing with words.

    Cheers!

    1. jaerose37 Avatar

      Thank you very much Grace

  3. Gillena Cox Avatar
    Gillena Cox

    Nice one, Jae

    much love

  4. erbiage Avatar

    to be enough for myself! oh, yes! this, please!

    1. jaerose37 Avatar

      Wishing it to you – thanks – Jae

  5. kim881 Avatar

    I love how you took phrases from a poet and a songwriter and used them to paint your own unique word picture, Jae, the simile ‘’disappearing like ink dipped in water’, and the thought: ‘Perhaps I will be the Mona Lisa – a secret smile wondered over’.

    1. jaerose37 Avatar
      1. kim881 Avatar

        It’s a pleaure, Jae!

  6. lynn__ Avatar

    Learning to mother our layered self…with grace and a smile ❤

    1. jaerose37 Avatar
  7. Rosemary Nissen-Wade Avatar

    This pulled me right in, with no separation.

    1. jaerose37 Avatar

      Thank you Rosemary

  8. ms pie Avatar

    bravo jae…. the paintbrush in hand carried close to your heart…. both artists reflected like a looking glass as one stops to peer into a reflection of a still pond

    1. jaerose37 Avatar

      Thank you ms pie

  9. purplepeninportland Avatar

    I love the line about mothering ourselves. there comes a point in time when we must do that

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